not feeling good

[BlueBay]

I'm glad the stories of little A makes you smile @MDT 

tonight they called at dinner time and I asked Ayla if she could blow me a kiss.  Her reply "no sorry nonna I can't right now I'm busy"!!! Lol

I can't explain the love I have for her. It's really hard to describe. 
but it's amazing beautiful extraordinary

the closeness we have is wonderful magic and so so loving

snd like Ayla says to me - "nonna I love you so much. We're best friends forever"

you can't get better than thst ❤️

I remember Hams thst you're close to your grandparents. It's such a special relationship to have. 

[MDT]

Indeed it is @BlueBay
I will talk to them soon.
Thought they rang this arvo but nah. Tomorrow I think


I hope hospital is ongoing ok for you my friend

[Maggie]

@BlueBay 💙💙💙💙

[BlueBay]

Not feeling good this morning 

painful hips and my blood pressure has dropped a lot so they've not given me my BP meds I feel dizzy cold and tired. 
I remember waking up during the night wuth a very fast heart beat. I told one nurse but she brushed it off as "just anxiety"

I hate when they say thst 

my psych was meant to come yesterday. At about 9pm I heard him but he didn't see me. I'm sure he'll come today. 
@Maggie @MDT @Owlunar @Shaz51 @Faith-and-Hope @outlander @Emelia8  and others

[MDT]

OK @BluBay
How are you now?

[Eve7]

Sending some love @BlueBay and really hoping you pick up a bit this afternoon 

💖💙💖🤗💖💙💖

[BlueBay]

Thsnkyiu @Eve7  ❤️

@MDT @Maggie @Owlunar @Shaz51 @Emelia8 @Faith-and-Hope @outlander  and others 

hi everyone 

I didn't have a good night. I actually let out all the tears I've kept inside and my psych saw it. He came in my room and I told him I haven't been outside for days. No fresh air. I felt suffocating. 
I told him I'm in pain reg leg cramps. He decided to up my magnesium and gave me a med to sleep. He said he will let unit managers know I'm now not ready to leave. I was hoping to leave Thursday. But I'm now not sure. 
he is coming bsvk today to chst. 

we have a unit meeting with manager and all patients. She asks for compliments complaints and maintenance. I mentioned that we haven't walked for a while. She was very surprised. 
So we are meant to walk twice a day. 
I hope I feel better soon. 
I just want to stsy in my room. My psych wants me to come out of my room. I still don't wNt to. 

[Eve7]

Im sorry about your bad night @BlueBay but pleased you were able to see your Psych.

I understand it can be hard to leave your room in hospital as I tended to do the same but in hindsight (haha) I might have gained more benefit if I hadn’t been so reclusive.

I hope today is a bit better for you. 💙🧡💙

[MDT]

Whatever is best my friend @BlueBay

That's all you can ask for and do. If staying there a bit longer is best then that's reason to stay

You don't wanna go back home too early as you could undo what you've improved.

Take this time to rest

[BlueBay]

Don't know who to trust anymore 

they (the medical) have no idea