@outlander that's my line! Hello @Former-Member
I saw you've both had a tricky 24hours. But I'm glad that 1.you are both reaching out for support, and 2.that support is forthcoming.
I won't apologise that I wasn't here, but I'm still sorry you have both had a tough time. I was really struggling yesterday evening. That's partly why I logged out earlier than usual, but there was also lots going on the forums & I had difficulty keeping up.
I couldn't get through to my usual helplines I use, so I rang my local mh. I didn't get my case manager, but I got another mh nurse I've spoken to before. She helped a little, and I told her I was considering hospital as I felt very unsafe. I didn't end up going as while they could keep me physically safe, they couldn't keep me safe from my emotions.
So I did SH unfortunately, not as bad I had intended, but enough to shut me down, sleep twice as much as I have been, which has had a knock on effect that I feel a little better for now. Later today might be different. I got a phone call from the same mh nurse earlier this morning, asking why I didn't go to hospital. She didn't question if I did anything, but as long as I was safe, she was satisfied.
Are you both ok now? Are you safe? I'm still catching up on everything. Thank you both for your thoughtful images. That's nice to wake up to.
